Sigh.

This girl, I didn't know what's into you. It seemed like you still didn't learnt any lesson yet. Lol. You're so pathetic. It hurts for me and others to see you in this condition. Dear, open your eyes, please. Then see the world nicely. There are lots of things in this world that still need you to discover it, and it's worthy to do it. Why don't you live your life, with worthy things, rather than seeing others + and have a dissatisfied feeling + then compete them until you're satisfied.


It still isn't bring any sense even you're on top. It didn't mean that we're jealous with you and didn't want to see you to be a yahhh I mean like a successful woman in this planet, it just that it is so obvious that you want it isn't because of you-want-it-because-you-want-it-or-deserve-it, but you-want-it-because-God-I-don't-want-this-particular-person-got-better-than-me-or-having-better-in-anything-than-me. By doing so, we can see that, God you need a therapy session on how to calm down, be yourself, and not competing others just because you're seeing them in greater condition than you.

Err wait, is that being like this jerk is the real you? I mean, since you're a little girl, are you always like this? I didn't mean to butt in your business but since I'm a err I don't know is it called as friend, huh maybe yes, since I'm a friend to you, I need to butt in a little I think before there are more people spot it. Because if I didn't, it'll getting worsen and worsen. Then everyone will laughing at you. Because, FYI, other than me, there are others too that I can't mention here their names for their privacy, also can see this problem in you. But still, we can fix it if you want. But again, you need to help yourself too. It isn't us that need to change, but it's YOU. So, here a little advice for you. Again, for the second time, please dear, be relax. Others didn't see you in a bad way even you're not as top as your friends. Others only will see that you're having a dissatisfied feeling to this particular person, and you're struggling yourself to be better than this person. Then others only will feel poor you, and not wow! she did it. 


Then you must be thinking, how did I know that you're not satisfy with me, for example? Then the answer is simple, there are other person in this world, who are also know you better, can spot it. See? They're the one that tell me the truth, and me myself can see it clearly too that yaaahh they're right about you. lmao.