Counting Days = ='

I'm counting now.. 7 days left. 6 days left. 5, 4.....

Still counting. 3. And 2. and and... 

Counting the days? If you're asking me why did I'm counting it, then I'm sorry, I can't answer it. It is so difficult to explain as the answer might involves my feelings right now.

Ohkay, did you guys still remembered my previous entry, titled as The Obsession? I wrote about my obsession of staying at home with my family. Guess what, the obsession came back. Again. I didn't know why, it was like every time I have to leave my home, I got this feeling. The feeling of No-Please-I-Don't-Want-To-Go. =.= I felt stupid. Why? Because I think it is like something immature to do; the feeling homesick when you're actually already 21 yrs old. Isn't it old enough to feel homesick? Huh! But, what can I do if my feeling tells me that I'm not ready yet? Stressed. Lol. I am so emo-ish.

But then, this morning, I'm browsing through my Facebook, and guess what, thanks to some of my colleagues. They're indirectly inspiring me by posting statuses. Then you kinda like want to know and ask me, how it can be soooo inspiring, aite? Then the answer is, I see me in them. So now I know. Even boys take it hard to leave their home. Not only me.  

So then, I said to myself,

"Don't be sad, hunn. There always a reason for whatever things happen in our life. Plus, you're considering as lucky compared to some other person in the world. At least you know, that you leave your beloved one for good reasons:) and they're actually loving you too. The only thing that you should do now, study smarter than before and get an excellent result. And make sure the result is better than before. Make your parents proud of you."

So, better result, I'm aiming for it. Fighting! :)

p/s Im gonna miss you all, fams. Take care :')