5 in the morning.

Yes, again. I'm sorry. Blame me for being unfaithful towards you, mr bloggie. :(

I feel quite lost these days. I don't exactly know the reasons of it, I just feel like yah, I am kind of lost. I'm in a situation to be a real woman, perhaps. Lol. But seriously, who knows. Lately, I always thought about myself. FYI, in less than one month in time, I'm 22. Damn. And I realized I haven't do things much in my entire life, and never really makes my parents feel proud of me. What should I do with my life? What should I do in order to maintain a good relationship with my family, friends, and boyfie? I wanna be a different person in the future. I wanna be a new me. Yes, this semester holiday ain't my best holiday. I'm not getting what I aimed for during this holidays. I should spend more time with my family since I'm so weak when it comes about parting with them later. But yeah, I failed. The holiday has come to the end in less than two weeks in time. Damn it!

Anyway, things are getting harder lately, plus I got no penny at all in my pocket and unfortunately I need loads of it in order to overcome all the challenges of this frigging life, there are two more weeks before the beginning of my first semester as a Bachelor student. Oh yahh I forgot to tell you, I got an offer from my very own university. BACHELOR IN BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION (Hons) MARKETING. This is what it called. I got it. I got what I want. To be a Marketing student. Wish me luck, peeps. I really need your prays. :)

Till next time, toodles.