Aloha guys :) Do you miss me? No? Aww it's a loss because I do miss you guys. lol. So nonsense talks. Ohkayy let me be honest with you. This entry I made today is the second series of my rambles about The Obsession in my last entry. So please. BE AWARE. I'm gonna write about something euww here, so it’s my pleasure for you to leave this page now before it's too late. But if you still insist to read it, be my guest peeps:)
This story is about a girl named Miss ***** who obsessed to follow others, claiming like it is their way, when the reality is, it is not.
Luckily that I'm not obsess of becoming someone else or being a fake person just because I'm not satisfied or having a dissatified feelings of being 'defeated' by that particular person and can't faced any loses to that same particular person. Ops. My bad. It get slipped from my tongue so easily lately as it really irritates me alot.
Millions of thanks to this person; the FAKE one that trying to be me or greater than me. Like I didn't know about that. Gotcha! You're wrong, girl. You're soo wrong.
Btw, I'm not mad at her if her dream is to be greater than me, and I'm not jealous to her as well if this is the reason why she lived in this world. But seriously ppl, didn't you pissed off when someone you knew for a quite long time plus claiming herself as one of your friends are trying to show the things like "If you got that, I got the same one too" or "I got better than what you've got right now" or some other things like that? It was like she wants to compete with you in a very wrong way.
My Dear Copycat,
Why don't you just be yourself, hunn?
It feels much better, you know. For being yourself and not copying others. Maybe you're not 100% copying others and you're saying that "I am so not you" but by buying greater stuff when others just buy it and own it in not-so-great-condition, isn't it shows that you're so copying that person, or maybe you're so don't like to feel defeated? It is just a small matter, hunn.
I don't think that I'm feel so low when others get things like mine but in greater condition and expensive price not like mine. So why don't you do the same thing as me? You're just wasting your money by buying some greater stuff just because you want to look greater than others. This isn't the BFF concept, hunn. To feel jealous in a wrong way towards your best friends. I'm not acting like sayalah yang terbaik by saying this, but this is the truth, right. So please. If you still wanna be my friends, I mean my real friends, don't do this again. It just making me feels sick towards you. I know you'll feel the same way too if others copying you like what you've done to me. I'm so sorry but I can't hide my feelings for too long. I am a human too. A normal person with feelings too. And my feelings said that I am pissed off to things like that. Got me? No? Then ask me and I'll explain it to you.
OMG peeps! Is this considered as an obsession too? It was like I'm obsessed to this annoying person because I keep talkin' and talkin' about her. Euww~ Palis-palis. I don't want to obsess about her like what she has done to me; which is obsessing about me. Euw~ stop. No more about her. If don't, maybe sooner or later I'll vomit because of the thinking about her is always succeed to make me feels sick. Ergh = ='
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